After all of the exams and projects, I can finally say with confidence that I’ve finally graduated from high school! I plan to get a job after this (And of course apply my art skills to whatever  I can ) It’s kind of weird that I have so much free time now! 😛





Mori Darkness

Mori Darkness is cool! She may be a small you-tuber now, but she’s awesome! I love the clothes she wears, and how she explains things without getting too far in her emotions about the topic. She seems like a pretty nice person( and I love how more than half of her content isn’t makeup videos, because that gets extremely annoying ).




Class Poetry

I’ve written some poetry for a class project. I had to write 3 poems that are about the book ‘Their Eyes Were Watching God’ by Zora Neale Hurston. Honestly, It was a very sad book and a lot of people died, but it was a good read. The book was about a girl named Janie, and what happened in her life throughout the early 1900’s, and the author explains events in her life using carefully crafted words and details.  I would recommend it to anyone who doesn’t mind reading about a serious struggle, and is over 13 years old. One of these poems uses some words from the book.


The Voices Of He 

Under the pear tree, soaking in the chant of the visiting bees

you can hear the voice

A thousand sister calyxes arch to meet it, the love of the voice

from the tiniest branch creaming in every blossom

and every root frothing in delight

Lives in the voice, in the golden rays of the sun

and the panting breath of the breeze, live the voice



Demon In Disguise

Eyes black as muddy water

A voice escapes his  lips with a rage like burning coals

He slams his sandpaper hands into her face

Slowly tears apart her heart

And rots, like mold as time goes by

Before this he seemed like a careful man

But now he has revealed his true self

A demon, an adversary to his wife


A Black Woman

Her succulent hips

below a curved body frame

And skin as brown as cinnamon

Whipped down like a cur dog

Jerked around like a frail puppet

Yet her eyes remain as rich as the earths’s soil

and her smile as warm as the morning sun





Art From The All County Art Festival

(Art work displayed is mine)

Even though I had fun, something really bugged me. One of my artworks were taken off, (it was deemed as “Too disturbing”)and the display behind mine had all but one taken off. I guess whoever judged the artworks wanted for them to appeal to everyone, and not have obscene art displayed. It shouldn’t be a big deal to me, but it is. It annoys me very much, because I wasn’t told that that one picture was too much for the festival; I bet that the guy that put up his display behind mine didn’t know either. All of the artwork with naked curvy women in it were taken away from the display further away from mine, but the skinny women paintings stayed. I’m not sure who judges the art, but I do believe that appealing to “Soccer mom’s” or “The schools reputation” is not the way to go. It’s still taking away someone’s self  expression, no matter how many works are taken away. It makes me very irritated. People need to know that there is so much more than pretty butterflies and bright colors in this world. Not all artwork can or will appeal to everyone! I wish there was at least a section for artwork that’s “obscene” or “not appealing to normal people’s standards”, so that even those artworks can be put up as well.

In the art world, or so far in my world of art, people always assume I need mental help or that I’m going through something, if I draw something they don’t like (Example: Skulls, knives with blood, scary, “goth” stuff).

On the bright side, I got to see other people’s artwork, and some of them looked like pictures, or like something that should be put in a museum, instead of on display at an art festival. 🙂


Another Me

(I wrote this poem when I was in middle school. I enjoy reminiscing and reading this I used to write, considering the fact that I was in a…really… weird mindset during that time  )

Another me sits in the mirror

I can never look me straight in the eye

The smile on the otherside seems torn

The clothes  are a disguise

But late at night when I’m asleep

covered in clouds

I see a creep

jump out of the mirror

and rip open my dreams

that then turn into nightmares

I try to run

but then it seems

I can’t escape

the end of the gun

I wish I could let it

turn to stone

I wish it would leave me alone

But I can’t hide

From the otherside

I can’t hide

From me







Opinion on Valentines day

Valentine’s day may be a great time for the celebration for how much you love someone, but I believe it truly is just a time for massive consumers to just..get things because they can. While it is nice to get something for a sweet heart or someone who’s significant in life, it still costs a large amount of money to get those things. (It’s expected to hit nineteen point seven billion this year in the US) On top of that, sometimes people get irrationally irritated if you don’t get them anything for that day.

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On the subject of getting irrationally irritated, today( which is Valentine’s day) I brought some cookies, and I was planning on giving to my teachers. Now, my school teachers are actually significant in my life.  I appreciate their input in my school work, and they have made my school year great so far. A classmate of mine asked me if they could have one, and I politely said no. I’m assuming since I said no, the sky darkened, and the earth began to crack for them. They were very upset at me, and said something pretty unnecessary. They did all of that, just because they wanted a cookie. Clearly something is wrong here, and it’s not just the sprinkles on top of the cookies that tasted like rubber, after I tasted them later on in the day.

Many people don’t even know why we celebrate Valentine’s day, or any other holiday. (That’s very sad)I don’t know  much about the history, but I’ve done some research on the holiday before. I know that the whole thing, started as a execution party of several people that were named Valentine/ St. Valentine. It was also a Roman festival, and possibly taken from a pagan holiday. (( Good website to find that sort of information on ))

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Yes, I do wish that it was just another Halloween, because (spooky kid here :P)  it’s my favorite holiday, but I have a soft spot for the Valentine’s Day, even though I believe it’s just for consuming. I for one, love the large dolls that are usually in the front of stores where I live, and discounts on certain store brought items after that day. I love making hand made cards for people, and the look of happiness that people get when they figure out that someone, somewhere thought of them on that day.

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